"So here's what I want you to do, God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life—your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life—and place it before God as an offering." (Romans 12:1, MSG)

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

A Word of Prayer - May we be creators of holy mischief...

I know I just posted A Word of Prayer yesterday but this prayer was simply too good not to share:
Lord God, help us to live out your gospel in the world. We pray for those who do not know your love, that they would be wooed by your goodness and seduced by your beauty. Form us into a family that runs deeper than biology or nationality or ethnicity, a family that is born again in you. May we be creators of holy mischief and agitators of comfort … people who do not accept the world as it is but insist on its becoming what you want it to be. Let us groan as in the pains of childbirth for your kingdom to come on earth as it is in heaven. Help us to be midwives of that kingdom. Amen. 
Excerpt from: Shane Claiborne, Jonathan Wilson-Hartgrove & Enuma Okoro. “Common Prayer.” Zondervan, 2010. iBooks. This material may be protected by copyright.


Tuesday, August 20, 2013

A Word of Prayer - Back to School

As I said in my my last blog post, I have been dreaming and praying about how to use Every Day, Ordinary Worship as a tool for ministry. That visioning has led me to several ideas, which I plan to introduce you to over the coming weeks. One such idea I would like to introduce today is a regular offering that will be featured on the blog called "A Word of Prayer." Why? I'm so glad you asked.

John Wesley is known for saying, "Read and pray daily...it is your life."

The Apostle Paul exhorts the church to "pray without ceasing." (1 Thessalonians 5:17)

And, finally, Eugene Peterson asserts that a primary pastoral ministry is to pray with and for people and teach them how to pray. 

A dear friend, and mentor, of mine once told me that after more than 40 years in pastoral ministry his regret was not praying more and  teaching people how to pray. With less than a year in pastoral ministry, I can already say, "I wish I prayed more." And, as a pastor who is being asked to help lead the church in discipleship and spiritual formation, I know I need to strengthen my own prayer life in order to effectively teach people how to pray. So, a regular blog post titled "A Word of Prayer" is part of the solution. Some blog entries might come from reading  and studying books on prayer as a means of engaging in practical conversation about the discipline of prayer. Some blog entries might simply be prayers that I encounter, so that we can read and pray together.

This week, students in Gainesville and all over the country are returning to school. I came across the following prayer on a favorite website called ministrymatters.com. You can find the prayer here, along with a responsive prayer you might find appropriate to pray together as a family. 

Let us pray.
Our lives are marked, O God, by the changing of the seasons. We take unusual delight in these times, for they are periods of heightened expectancy and new growth. It has been a long and busy summer. We have exulted in our various activities. And now it is time to prepare for the fall and winter, and many are going back to school, some here at home and others at a distance. We thank you for all the good events of the summer months—for work and play and relaxation, for fun and friendships and frivolity, for trips to the lake or the beach or the mountains, for a chance to unwind and experience more leisure time. Now we thank you for all the good events that lie ahead—for exciting classes and new friends and ball games and plays and concerts and a raft of holidays. We pray for all our students at every level, and ask that this may be a good year for them. Let their learning be rewarding as well as challenging, and let them enjoy the growth that comes from new experiences. Give them spirits of joy and confidence, and help them to live gratefully at all times, aware of the gift of life and its incredible richness. Bless their teachers and coaches and counselors, and all others who are involved in their educational process. And grant that all of us may share the excitement of the season, whether we are in school or not. For you have made our world extraordinarily beautiful and fascinating, and we are happy to praise you for everything through Christ our Lord. Amen.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Some Thursday rambling...

“Hello, Blogspot, my old friend…
I’ve come to write a post again.”

I considered continuing to rewrite the remainder of the first verse, but quickly decided against committing any further heresy. I simply don’t possess the audacity to mess with The Sound of Silence any further. Simon and Garfunkel, please forgive me for even going this far.

Still, I have been away for a while. Too long, if you ask me, but this season I have been in has not allowed me to pause long enough to write. Here is a brief synopsis of what has happened in my life since my last blog post:

  • After nearly seven years of life together, my family and I said goodbye to the good people of Spring of Life UMC. It was so bittersweet. I heard my call to ministry there and they walked with me through my days in seminary and candidacy. They loved me in spite of my flaws and gave me the space to make mistakes. I will forever treasure the gift it was for me to serve God and Spring of Life and I feel blessed beyond measure to have been prepared and sent by them into the vocation of pastoral ministry.
  • During the Licensing, Commissioning, and Ordination Service of the Florida Annual Conference, I was licensed by the Bishop to serve as a full-time local pastor.
  • I completed my unit of Clinical Pastoral Education with VITAS Innovative Hospice Care, where I served as a chaplain.
  • My family and I moved from Saint Cloud to Gainesville. We lived in the house in Saint Cloud for four years, the longest I have lived in any one place in maybe the history of ever. Moving is hard…
  • I began my appointment as Associate Pastor to Trinity UMC in Gainesville. I am thrilled to be here but confess that there have been days when I feel like I am drinking water from a fire hose. I mean that in the best way possible, by the way. This appointment was one that I dared to hope and pray for and I am deeply grateful for the chance I am being given to live into what I have sensed God has been calling me to over the past several years.
  • Finally, I completed my 2013 Provisional Elder application as part of my preparations to appear before the District Committee on Ordained Ministry, round deux.
So, that is what I have been up to for the past few months and these are my reasons (not excuses) for my silence on this blog. I knew when I started the blog that I would never have the time to be a daily blogger. I did, however, want the blog to have a purpose. Lately, I’ve been thinking about how this blog’s purpose might connect to my role as Associate Pastor.

One of the areas I have been asked to pay particular interest to at Trinity is discipleship. As I’ve been contemplating my role in this, I have been continually reminded of why I started this blog in the first place (which can be read here and here). Living the life of a disciple of Jesus Christ for the transformation of the world is an everyday, ordinary sort of deal isn’t it? I mean, it’s a lot more than Sunday, right? I guess what I’ve been wondering is how I might potentially use this blog as a tool for discipleship. Actually, I’ve been dreaming about it. 

I have a few ideas for regular postings about living a life of discipleship but would welcome your ideas, too. So, please join me in the conversation. And join me in prayer for guidance on the path forward. 

Until we meet here again…

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Foto Friday (on Thursday!)


Happy 10th birthday to my favorite first-born daughter! Gabrielle, I love you to the moon and back and I am so proud of you!

This is one of my favorite pictures of Gabrielle and my Mom together, taken a few short days after she was born. Since it has been such a milestone week for me this week, my Mom has never been far from my thoughts. So I thought it only fitting to honor her memory while honoring Gabrielle on her special day.

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Trusting God

"The fundamental fact of existence is that this trust in God, this faith, is the firm foundation under everything that makes life worth living. It's our handle on what we can't see." (Hebrews 11:1, MSG)
This paraphrase by Eugene Peterson has been near the forefront of my mind for the past few weeks. In part because I have recently preached sermons from this text at both Asbury Theological Seminary and Spring of Life UMC, but mostly because of its meaning to me as I have been reflecting on my seminary experience.

When I began seminary in June 2009, I had no idea what I was doing. It's probably safe to say that a good number of those closest to me felt the same way...including my wife. I know this to be true because when cleaning out a drawer in my bedroom last night I came across a letter from her stating as much (a letter neither one of us remembered she had written). All I knew was that the compliance job in financial services that I had wanted for so many years was no longer satisfying and this constant tug on my heart that God wanted so much more from (and for) me wouldn't go away. 

Today I am incredibly grateful that the "tug" won. What I couldn't see then turned out to be the most formative and fulfilling experience of my life.

Last Wednesday night at 11:15, I submitted my final seminary assignment. Ever. I sat back in the chair at my desk, exhaled a huge sigh of relief, and felt lighter. I looked at Lenora sitting on our bed typing away at her laptop and thought, "I need to go over and thank her for supporting me. I couldn't have done this without her or the kids." But when I got to her, no words came. I fell into her lap and wept. Literally. Consumed by an unexpected wave of emotions. Joy, sadness, relief, exhaustion...you name it, I probably felt it.

4 years. 

36 classes.

145 assigned books read.

153,671 words of my own theological reflection.

The affirmation I received at the graduate dinner Friday and the commencement on Saturday worked together to show me that the hard work was worth it. Then again, positively responding to God's grace always is. Seminary began as something that totally cut against the grain of what I thought my life would look like and it required more trust in God than I thought myself able to muster. But it turned out to be first-hand evidence to this truth by Corrie ten Boom:
"We should never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God."
What God has done in my life these past four years is more than enough to forever warrant my faith and trust with my future. Thanks be to God for His calling, His provision, and a life worth living.
 

Friday, May 17, 2013

Foto Friday

Happy birthday, Lenora!

I want to make sure that my beautiful wife's birthday doesn't get lost in the festivities surrounding my graduation from seminary. So, today I am very publicly professing my love and gratitude for her. God has made her amazing in every way and today I celebrate her life! I love you, Lenora!

Friday, April 12, 2013

Foto Friday

Happy 1st birthday, sweet Abigail!

The name ‘Abigail’ in Hebrew (אֲבִיגָיִל) means “her father’s joy.” Indeed, she is.